Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Leaving
For anyone that has lived overseas, they know that this question is pretty hard to answer. It's not like being asked how you feel about graduating from college or starting a new job. Moving back to America means a complete shift. When you've lived overseas in a culture that is vastly different than America there are so many changes that one goes through that it's quite hard to put it to words. And most do not even hit culture shock until at least a month after they have returned. The best I can say is that I have mixed feelings. I'll miss things, but I'm also looking forward to being back.
Here are a few feelings I've had in the last couple weeks:
-Relief: I'm ready to go home. I'm ready to see family and friends and to eat some In N Out.
-Guilt: I feel guilty leaving all my new friends and the gallery. But I felt the same when I left the States this last January. It's just the reality of living all around the world.
-Excitement: I'm really looking forward to starting my new job and living in San Francisco.
-Stress: I'm stressed with moving, being in LA for just 3 weeks and with having to deal with the whole shift back to American life and money and consumerism and not getting to speak French ever and the list goes on.
-Fear: What if I get back and realize I was supposed to be back in Tunisia? What if I hate my new job? What if I hate SF? What if I never get to use the French I've learned again?
-Lethargy: I haven't been in the mood to do any work or do anything really but read and watch movies.
Well, I'll see some of you very shortly.
Jack
Reading: Gravity's Rainbow by Thomas Pynchon
Watching: Titanic, Baby Mama, and Reservation Road; also "Jizz in my Pants" SNL Digital Short
Listening: Nada Surf, Thrice, Bon Iver, Third Eye Blind
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I'm moving to San Francisco
I don't know if anyone reads my blog who doesn't also see my facebook status updates but for those that are unaware, I will be moving to San Francisco this coming January upon my return from North Africa.
I will be working for my uncle and his partner at their antique/fine art gallery. My official position is known as "gallery manager," but I will be shadowing them in all parts of the business. I will manage the galleries, the website, learn about all aspects of antiques and fine art, go to antique fairs, and do whatever else they would like me to.
I'm excited. I'll be living in the city. I'll be going to Giants games. I'll be living the dream and saving money to hopefully attend graduate school in the near future.
Check out the website: www.chappellmccullar.com
That's all.
Jack
Listening to: Dustin Kensrue - This Good Night is Still Everywhere
Watching: How I Met Your Mother - All Seasons
Reading: The Lovely Bones and The Irresistible Revolution
Friday, November 7, 2008
5 Reasons I voted for Obama
Top 5 Reasons I Voted for Obama
5. After reading his book, "The Audacity of Hope," I truly understand what Obama means by change. He didn't do a great job of explaining what exactly he meant when he always talked about "change" in his campaign, but in his book I got a better sense of where he comes from with his political agenda.
4. Voting for Obama was a vote for the healing of some of the deep and scarring race issues present within America. It wasn't good enough that he is African-American, but it happened that he also has a clear vision for the future of America and the reshaping of American politics. He will not just be an African-American president, but he will be a GOOD American president who also happens to be African-American.
3. His policies, of course. His ideas about energy, the environment, education, help for the middle and working classes and also his plans for healthcare are what America needs. They aren't perfect, but it's better than the Republican's plan. Again, many of these ideas were not as well presented in the campaign as they were in his book. Such is American politics, right?
2. America's standing in the world. I knew that electing Obama would heal many wounds with other countries but I had no idea how extensively the world would celebrate the election of Obama. I feel the gained respect when I walk around here in Tunisia just from the election. Quite amazing.
1. Sarah Palin was on the other ticket. McCain wasn't the problem except his support of big business, drilling for oil, and his unwillingness to budge on Iraq. It was his choice of VP and the fact that he could quite easily have a heart attack and fall over dead. And guess who takes over? You get the picture.
Jack
P.S. To anyone who brings up the abortion issue (The first thing Christians always point out to me like somehow I haven't read up on his voting record) and voting for Obama, you can message me and I can give a detailed explanation of my views on the issue and what we can do to lessen the number of abortions in the country. In short: The end of abortion will not come because Roe v. Wade is overturned through the election of a Republican "pro-life" candidate who appoints conservative Supreme Court Judges, but we need to work at first lessening the number of abortions by supporting the women who have unwanted pregnancies in the first place and giving them options other than aborting their baby (instead of always playing the "moral" card on them), which is not being done to the level it is needed.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Critiquing America = UnAmerican...What the??
My second thought about "Americanism" concerns the accusations of people being unAmerican. Since when did critiquing America make you unAmerican? (In the same way, since when did critiquing the war in Iraq or even being against it mean you don't "support the troops?") Again, let's get to the point: America is not the "shining city on a hill" as Palin so horrendously described the country as. (This isn't even taking into account the Biblical/Christian parallel she is attempting to create with America, which is incredibly dangerous for the church.)
America's history, both centuries old and contemporary, is full of many unAmerican instances. (Slaves, stealing of entire nation from native americans, torture, espionage debacles, etc.) We are still a country trying to deal with race, our empirical/imperialistic tendencies, the wealth gap, consumerism, intolerance, and simple ignorance just to name a few. We have done many things well (Marshall Plan, The New Deal, protecting Kuwait in the early 90s, pushing for democracy, etc.). There is no doubt that the American ideal has some good and even great areas. But let's not just pat ourselves on the back, blow our American egos up and not care anymore. Let's take some time to examine ourselves and our actions and aim to improve as a nation because that is what we truly need right now. Obama (the likely winner) nor McCain are going to truly change the country without taking a long look at the country itself and its actions and critiquing the good and the ugly that we are as a nation.
But what does this look like?
I don't know. And I think most of our leaders don't know either but here are some things to start with:
-We need a re-imagining of the "American Dream" away from a dream of economic and material status. America = $. How sad is that? America should be a place where you have a greater sense of freedom and equality, where your neighbors will pick you up when you fall, where you can truly build something that you can call your own and learn to live sacrificially, just and tolerant. It shouldn't be about buying that house and new car and living comfortably (not that those things are evil or something).
-We need to look at our imperialistic tendencies with how we deal with the rest of the world. We have our hands in too many cookie jars. This includes reflecting on the answer to this question: Why were we attacked on 9/11? Our influence has not always been for the better.
-We need to look at the consumerism that has saturated the mindset of our society and the "Me Me Me" mentality.
-Race. This is still a painful area for the country because there are still many, many deep scars and embarrassing stereotypes, and the big issue of immigration is upon us as well. I don't know how we address this issue but it needs addressing.
-America is not the moral leader of the world. In fact, far from it. We need to take the plank out of our own eyes before we can do the same for others. Setting a standard against torture would be a start.
-Education needs to be revamped, made more challenging and we need to work on a solution to solve the issues within failing schools and districts. This will make America more appealing to the rest of the world and also make it competitive for the next wave of new technology.
-If America wants to consider itself a leader in the world, it needs to lead in environmental standards and renewable, clean energy production. This will require a great deal of sacrifice but has the possibility of creating a huge number of jobs and making the economy boom like never before.
That's all I've got for now.
Go ahead. Be "unAmerican" and critique away.
Jack
Reading List: The Meaning of Jesus - Two Visions by Marcus Borg and N.T. Wright (Currently reading this), Democracy Matters by Cornel West, and Introduction to Marx
Listening to: Dear Science - TV on the Radio, For Emma, Forever Ago - Bon Iver, Only by the Night - Kings of Leon, Funeral and Neon Bible - Arcade Fire, Cease to Begin - Band of Horses and Appeal to Reason - Rise Against
Watching: Dexter, Entourage, The Office, Grey's Anatomy, The Big Bang Theory, Chuck - all current seasons. And I'm catching up on 30 Rock and going to start Battlestar Galactica soon.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
2 Months from Today...
Monday, September 22, 2008
America and the Pakistan Problem
Friday, September 19, 2008
Favorite Time of Year
It's prestige movie season!!!
I love this time of year because for the most part the quality of movies is astounding. The films offer something for the mind to chew on instead of the simple entertainment of the summer films. Generally, more than 70% of my favorite movies of any given year come out around this time of year. I will admit that I probably sink too much money into going to the movies but I love it. But here's a list of some of the movies I'm looking forward to seeing:
-Revolutionary Road
-Quantum of Solace
-The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
-Crossing Over
-Yes Man
-Seven Pounds
-Milk
-Defiance
-The Day the Earth Stood Still
-The Brother's Bloom
-Valkyrie
-W.
-Body of Lies
-The Changeling
That's all I can think of right now. I'm sure there are others.
Jack
P.S. I think The Dark Knight is probably going to end up being my favorite movie of the year. It's pretty amazing even if it's not necessarily the most "fun" movie.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
20 Questions for Sarah Palin
Though Republican campaign handlershave resisted the clamoring of "elitist," mud-slinging reporters for a press conference with Sarah Palin, the VP nominee will sit down for her first campaign-trail interview with ABC's Charlie Gibson at some point later this week. While campaign advisor Rick Davis says she's not scared to answer questions, Palin is said to be enduring some intense cram sessions with foreign policy tutors like Joe Lieberman.
Her passport stamps may be few, but Palin and her supporters remain adamant that the barracuda has what it takes to roll with the world's most formidable leaders and even its heavy-hitting bullies. Among the list of credentials cited are Palin's role as commander of Alaska's National Guard, her stint as mayor, and, infamously, Alaska's close proximity to Russia.
We've put together a list of suggested questions for Gibson that we think will reveal how aware Palin is of the issues awaiting her in Washington as well as offer a glimpse of the potential world leader that lies beneath the lipstick-wearing hockey mom. Feel free to suggest some of your own.
- In a broad and long-term sense, would you have responded differently to the attacks of 9/11?
- Is Iraq a democracy?
- What’s the difference between a Sunni and a Shiite?
- What is your preferred plan for peace between Israel and Palestine? A two state solution? What about Jerusalem?
- How do you feel about French President Nicolas Sarkozy's recent visit to Syria? Do you believe the United States should negotiate with leaders like President Bashar al-Assad?
- Nearly 40 percent of the world's population lives in China and India. Who are those countries' leaders?
- Do you support the U.S.-India Civil Nuclear Agreement, which would lift restrictions on sales of nuclear technology and fuel to India, a country which hasn’t signed the Non-Proliferation Treaty?
- Other than more drilling, what steps do you suggest the U.S. take in order to move toward energy independence? Do you believe more investment is needed in alternative energy research? If so, how would you recommend this funding be allocated?
- How would you balance concerns over human rights and freedom in China with the United States' growing economic interdependence with that country?
- What's more important: securing Russia's cooperation on nuclear proliferation and Iran, or supporting Georgia's NATO bid? If Vladimir Putin called you on the phone and said, "It's one or the other," what would you tell him?
- Critique the foreign policy of the last administration. Name its single greatest success, and its most critical failure.
- What do you think will be the most defining foreign-policy issue in the next five years?
- What role should the United States play in the global effort to prevent the spread of HIV/AIDS? Should it support contraception, or abstinence only?
- You've said that the federal government spends too much money. What, in your view, is the appropriate level of spending as a percentage of GDP?
- You're an advocate of reducing environmental restrictions on drilling. How much oil needs to be found in the United States before the country achieves energy independence?
- What are your picks for the three most enlightening books written on foreign policy in the last five years?
- Who among the world's leaders can be listed as the top three friends of the United States and why?
- In your opinion, which U.S. president was the most successful world leader and why?
- Which U.S. political thinkers, writers, and politicians would you enlist to advise you on matters of foreign policy and why?
- Who is the first world leader you'd like to meet with and why?
Ramadan - A Few Observations
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
The use of the word "evil"
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Some ideas
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Things I miss
Saturday, August 2, 2008
I like that guy who made that micro-soft stuff
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Recipe for Surviving the Summer
Monday, July 21, 2008
Just a Game
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Top 5 Places I Want to Visit
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Bashir's Charge of Genocide
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Part of my life finishes
Friday, July 11, 2008
A Solution to Iran
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Iran's Missile Test Response
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Waking Up Sweaty
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
A Few Pictures I Took
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Key Issues in the Election
Friday, June 13, 2008
The Bathroom Lock
Thursday, June 5, 2008
J'aime beaucoup la musique!!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
A New Step
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
1600km (993 miles)
Monday, May 19, 2008
President McCain and Vice President Huckabee - A Winning Ticket?
- I really like Mike Huckabee and it's sad that he wasn't able to make more of a run. If he had the money of Mitt Romney and had entered the race a little earlier to get his name out he may have had a chance. He was a good social conservative but somewhat liberal economically, which I think is a good fit currently. My only concern was the lack of foreign policy experience that could lead to him being another Jimmy Carter.
- I like McCain but I have no idea what he would do as the President. I kind of feel as if right now we need an idealist who can inspire the country to change how it's always functioned and I don't see him doing that. However, I really don't see anyone being able to change the way government works on the scale that is needed, much like FDR did during the Great Depression (our current debt situation, both trade and general, makes me depressed and is our country's priority issue. A close second is restoring the country's reputation around the world). His upside is without a doubt his experience, straight talking, military knowledge and his foreign policy experience. Unfortunately, he may not be the one who can push the economy back on track. Though that is more of Congress' problem and they're the ones who are going to have to fix spending issues.
- Hilary Clinton is destroying the Democratic party, much to the republican party's delight. She is pretty much making it near impossible for the democrats to win in November because of how split everything currently is. She needs to just drop out and shut up.
- Obama needs to start pushing issues instead of talking about other candidates. He's such an inspiring guy that he needs to stay away from how most politicians campaign and only stick to the issues. If he starts attacking the other candidates he'll make himself only look like everyone else, instead of being this radical person of "change" that he keeps talking about. And after reading his book, I see what he means when he talks about change and a new kind of politics but he needs to vocalize it more in his campaign instead of just looking smooth in front of the camera.
- If Obama picks Clinton as a running mate I will not vote for them.
- If McCain picks Huckabee as a running mate I most likely will vote for them, though it depends on who Obama runs with.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
A Note to Brian McLaren
Sunday, April 13, 2008
What goes on in my head while I'm at the gallery
At the art gallery oftentimes I am left alone. Actually everyday at the gallery for half the day I am by myself, lonely and not doing my work. While I am watching the gallery I sometimes read, work on the website, watch an episode of The West Wing or part of a movie, practice my French or whatever else I need to do. But also while I am there things go through my head.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Rambo
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Good Things A Going On
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Cooking on my own
Friday, April 4, 2008
Movie Night Disappointment
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Strawberries
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
I need a haircut
I want to start by stating that I badly badly badly need a haircut and I'm too lazy, busy, intimidated by not knowing the language, worried about looking like an ewok or someother mythical creature, and also kind of wanting to not get a haircut so I can say "I went my first 3 1/2 months in Tunisia without getting a haircut." So, I haven't bothered to go and actually get one. My roommate has even volunteered to go along with me to translate and make sure my hair looks somewhat normal. I'm incredibly conflicted and do not know what to do. Grow it long for once or look like a dumb...(you fill in the blank with whatever expletive you'd like)? I don't know what to do.
Until Next Time,
Jack
Currently Reading: A Generous Orthodoxy by Brian D. McClaren
Recently Watched: The West Wing: Season 2, Jumper and Vantage Point
Currently Listening To A Lot Of: Alchemy Index by Thrice